Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Denial

Okay, before I get slammed again for irregular posting I figure I'll let y'all know why my posting's slacked off...I appear to be going through a "denial phase" at the moment, like I moved from the "oh shite, what have we done" to the "I'm not really pregnant" phase.

I haven't yet found a way to explain this phase so that others can understand what I mean. I'm obviously pregnant (if for no other reason than that everyone and their dog asks me all about it), I'm talking about it, I'm getting fat, feeling uterus growing pangs or whatever you wanna call those...I'm also still excited - ultimately. It's just that it all seems surreal - like a dream. This is not really happening because it's, quite simply, too huge...

I can't quite make the leap from the ultrasounds, which are definitely showing something growing in there, to the "you will have a newborn in 5.5 months". WHAT?!?!?!?!? It's just not tracking for me. I'm thinking that maybe the gender ultrasound on May 26th will jumpstart everything, or at least get my butt in gear when it comes to nursery decoration...

So Diana, gimme a ring in June - maybe I'll know some of those things you're interested in by then. ;)

2 comments:

  1. Hmm - enjoy the denial while it lasts!

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  2. We had a conversation on Skype and trust me, you need to get over the denial, and start using "Mother's Milk" (stretch mark prevention creme)daily.

    Love ya Dad

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